Random Rant

The anticipation has almost come to an end. The two week wait will be over in the next two days. When I first took a pregnancy test three days after the IUI, it yielded a positive result. I knew that it would be positive because of the HCG hormone in my body, but I just felt the need to see something positive though I knew that it was really a false positive. My progesterone level was checked on April 18, 2011 and it was 18.3 and they like for it to be 20 and above.  I’ll go to the doctor on April 25, 2011 for a blood pregnancy test which I pray for a positive, but I feel that it will be another big fat negative. Presently, I am bloated from one or two reasons: 1.) Aunt Flo is near or 2.)These yucky vaginal progesterone suppositories I have to use. If it is a negative, DH and I have decided to do one more round of treatments and an IUI then take a break for 3-6 months. The main reason for the break is to focus on becoming a healthier me and losing at least 30lbs. I also would like to take the chicken pox vaccination and by doing so, I cannot try to conceive for two months after the vaccination. The more I think about it, I want to take any preventative measure to keep from getting chicken pox which I have avoided for 28 years. I look at taking a break as a good thing because this is very stressful despite how hard you try not to stress about it.

As of April 20, 2011, I requested three days leave from work giving me a total of six consecutive days off with the 6^th day being a state holiday, Confederate Memorial Day. I wish I could have taken off just to kick back and relax, but I took off for my DH’s surgery. He had surgery on his nose on April 20, 2011 which consisted of having the turbinates shrank. When he woke up from the surgery, the first thing out of his mouth was “this was the worst mistake of my life”.


 He was too funny being in a loopy state of mind. I am honestly glad that it is over with and that he is doing well. On the night after the surgery, DH and I slept in the living room because he was to sleep elevated. Well needless to say, I feel that I got my first taste of having an infant. I was up throughout the night tending to “the baby” and I only slept when he slept. My reasoning for being super nervous that night was because DH had a minor scare immediately after the air tube was removed following the procedure calling for the air tube to be reinserted to aid in his obstructive airway. Overall, I was surprised of how well he did with the surgery considering the fact that he is obsessed with his nose like Michael Jackson was. On April 22, 2011, I took DH to a post-op appointment with the doc to have the packing removed from his nose and boy did it hurt him. It hurt him so bad that I feel like I felt it too. It was so nasty and unlike anything I have ever seen up close. I sat in the corner and watched in pure horror. It was so long and had a huge blood clot that came out with it(I could cringe now) and skin and boogers. Afterwards, I went to a room next door to have my ear cleaned out. It is amazing of how much crap can get stuck in an ear. I see why I could hardly hear anything. Having ear eczema sucks! Anyway, I guess I’ll update again when I get my results.

Will the third time be a charm?

I had my third IUI on Tuesday, April 12, 2011. It was my first IUI at the new clinic. My appointment was at 9:00 and DH’s was at 7:30. We drove separately and he had to leave the clinic to head to another doctor’s appointment in Trussville. The purpose of his appointment was for an x-ray for his upcoming surgery on Wednesday, April 20, 2011. As to his surgery, I somewhat dread it because my husband is obsessed with his nose and the mere thought of someone doing something to it just irks us both. He honestly thinks that just because his nose is stopped up that he is going to die, sad but true. Anyways…..I thought that I was going to panic knowing that I was at the clinic all alone doing this third IUI. I felt relieved knowing that DH had a valid excuse not being present with me. As I waited in the lobby, I played games on my phone and texted my friend Adrienne until my battery was almost dead. When I was called back, I got undressed from the waist down and waited. The nurse practitioner then came into the room and asked me if I had any questions. My first question was “what was the sperm count and motility?”

Sperm sample

 Well it was better than it was last time and I will leave it at thatJ. I laid back on the table, she inserted the speculum, and lastly the catheter filled with DH’s sperm. The process was quick and uncomfortable.

After Insemination



After Insemination



 This particular insemination felt like my first one (a piece of cake). After I was inseminated, I laid there for 15 minutes, got dressed and went to the checkout window. The IUI costed $375.00 and why I was prepared to pay more, I don’t know! I was so happy that I did not have to do any lab work. I will return to the clinic on Monday to have lab work done to check my progesterone levels. I’m not too thrilled about using the vaginal progesterone suppositories twice a day until my next appointment. Can we say disgusting! Well regardless of if this works or not, I am so excited a bout the fast moving progress.

A whole lot of stickin'

After my first vaginal ultrasound while on the Follistim, I had a series of appointments while waiting on my follicle to mature.

March 31, 2011- FSH 7.7 and Estradiol 55.3

April 4, 2011- (no appointment, just a phone call from nurse) I am non-immune to chicken pox (declined the vaccination) and Vitamin D levels are low (put on 50,000 iu’s of vitamin d for the next 6 weeks) Side note: I cannot believe that I have never had chicken pox!

April 5, 2011- Estradiol 75.7 and Progesterone 0.5

April 8, 2011- Estradiol 120 and Progesterone 0.4

April 11, 2011- Estradiol 206 and Progesterone 0.4

Originally I was supposed to do the Follistim injection for five days, but my follicle had not yet matured so I did ten consecutive days at 100 iu's.

After the vaginal ultrasound on Sunday, April 11, 2011 (7:45 am appointment) my one follicle on my right ovary was mature. It measured 1.89 cm. I was instructed to do the HCG injection on this day at 8:00pm. The nurse marked the spot on my left hip with a red Sharpie marker where the injection should be.

Erika came over to help me with the injection. Once the clock hit 8:00, I had the needle prepared and ready to inject. I did not receive the injection until 8:01 because I freaked out. It hurt, but it was not the worst thing in the world. On the picture below, the colors that I am wearing look like the late 80's early 90's, it was my Punky Brewster look.





After receiving the hcg injection



Brand New Start



As we already know, I’m not pregnant, and the first day of my cycle was Sunday, March 27, 2011.

Peek-a-boo

My first appointment with the new physician was a success. I really like the doctor and look forward to receiving my infertility treatments there. DH was very uncomfortable when we arrived at the clinic because it was packed! At my previous physician’s office, it was somewhat “low key” and quiet. The look on DH’s face was filled with shame and embarrassment for the first 20 minutes of waiting in the lobby. He eventually came around and said “man, it’s a lot of people going through this.” I think that he started feeling better when I made the comment that “infertility has many faces”. Inside the office, we saw many different kinds of people, black/white, young/middle age-ish and skinny/fat. My appointment was scheduled for 12:00 and we arrived at 11:25. I was given a folder full of new patient information about the clinic, costs, and services provided. We were then called to the receptionist’s desk to be photographed together. That was weird for me, certainly not prepared to take a photo. I then went to the lab for a urine collection.  After I finished, I went back to the lobby with DH waiting to be called back. We were called back and went into the doctor’s office. We patiently waited for about 10 minutes and the doctor came in. He introduced himself as to we did the same. Our plan of care was discussed. During the discussion, I realized that the doctor did not have any of my medical records from the previous physicians even though I signed and released all necessary forms. Luckily I had my big pink binder on hand which I keep everything related to my treatment. The doctor told me that I needed more aggressive medications and we discussed the Follistim injection. He then asked when the first day of my last period was. I said Sunday, March 27. The doc then said, you have two options: 1-start the follistim injections today or wait until the next cycle. I was shocked and overwhelmed. My response was “you’re the doctor and you know what’s best for me, so I’ll do whatever you recommend”. The doc then said “I’m antsie, let’s get this show on the roll”. He stated that I will begin with 100 IU of Follistim for the next 6 days followed by an HCG injection whenever the time is right. I will be back to the office on Tuesday April 5 for fasting blood work along with an ultrasound to measure my follicle. Lame, but I’m excited. After meeting with the doctor, I met with a nurse practitioner for a physical exam. Followed by that, the radiology person gave me a vaginal ultrasound. As usual, it was so weird and uncomfortable. DH and I both viewed the polycystic ovaries and everything else looked good. After the ultrasound, we went to meet with the nurse. She went over my plan of care and showed me how to use the Follistim pen. I was also given another prescription for Metformin 500 mg er. I hate Metformin because it gives me diarrhea (tmi) and makes my stomach bubble non-stop. While speaking with the doctor, I tried to get out of taking Metformin, but it did not work. I told him how sick it made me when I got up to 2500 mg and that I stopped taking it. He said because of my PCOS, it is in my best interest to take it. Ugh! The nurse gave us a lot of stuff, thank goodness I had my tote bag. We were given info on procedures at the office, ovulation induction, pregnancy reduction/risk of multiples and the whole nine yards. One thing that was very beneficial was the $300.00 off coupon for Follistim. She explained the fact that there is only one specialty pharmacy in the area (Irondale) which closes at 4:30, well it was 2:15 when she said it and I still had to do blood work. The pharmacy hours just totally ruined our planned dinner at Jubilee Joe’s, but whatever! Because I had some of my medical records present, I saved myself money by not having to consent to retesting. My copay for each lab test is $10.00 which adds up quickly. DH and I then went to the lab to have blood drawn. The lab tech must have magic hands because it did not hurt at all AND I looked at it. I have never been able to look at blood coming out of my arm without feeling lightheaded. We went to the desk to check out and the nurse came and asked me if I had ever had my thyroid levels checked. I told her that I did not think so. She asked me if I wanted to have them tested with the blood that was drawn, I said yes. Shortly after, the nurse told me that I would have to have blood drawn for a second time to test. I was like “sure why not”. I had my blood drawn and we left the clinic at 3:30 headed to the pharmacy. We arrived at the pharmacy at 4:00. After 30 minutes, the medications were ready and I paid $101.00 for all three prescriptions. The $300.00 coupon was a Godsend!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My insurance only covers 50% of infertility medications.





 After leaving the pharmacy we went to The Shops of Grand River in Leeds to eat dinner and we were “hon-gar-r y”. When we arrived home, my friend Erika came over so that we could exercise. I totally forgot about her coming over. Instead of walking, we played Just Dance 2 for means of working out. When 8:00p was close, DH and Erika helped me to prepare the Follistim pen. When it was time for the actual injection, I somewhat lost my cool. I was terrified to stick myself in the stomach. So I then asked Erika to do it. She said okay and after I thought about it, I knew that I needed to do it myself. I am so appreciative of having friends that are willing to help me out, but I know there are going to be times where I need to do it on my own.

Erika

 I screamed as I attempted to inject myself. I couldn’t do it. DH was getting frustrated with me though he denies it. I sat at the kitchen table for 20 minutes trying to inject myself. I finally did it and it didn’t even hurt. I have to admit, self-injecting has gotten better each day. Now that I have gotten past the Follistim, the HCG shot is still freaking me out. I just don’t want to do it. Well I can’t do it myself because it has to be done in the hip muscle. After watching the video on it, I am dreading it so much that I could actually cry thinking about it. The needle is so big and long. The thought of DH giving me the injection makes me sick to the stomach. I know that he could do it and I trust him, but I’ve never been able to size up my needles prior to getting them. Every time DH touches me, he tickles me and I don’t want it to be when he is injecting me. I hate being ticklish! In regards to my Follistim injections, I am halfway there because I just had my third injection and three more to go this cycle.

On another note, I am sick. I am full of coughing and congestion. I need to go to the doctor, but I am not going to because I don’t want to do anything to interfere with my infertility meds. As ridiculous as I sound, it’s true. Lysol is my best friend right now.

My new bestie

So that I won't mess up, I leave notes around the house that help me prior to my appointments.

 

I'm Leaving

After much thought and consideration, I am changing fertility doctors. I hate the thought of changing in the middle of treatments, but I am going with my gut feeling. I’ve weighed all the pros and cons of making the change and I mailed off my big packet of paperwork today. I don’t have anything negative to say about my previous clinic, they were absolutely awesome, but just not for me. I would highly recommend the doctor that I am leaving to anyone. Sounds contradictory, but oh well. One of the pros of the new clinic is that they open at 7:00am as opposed to 8:00am. That hour makes a really big difference for me in my work schedule. Another pro is that, DH will feel more comfortable in producing his sperm sample. He always complains about having to get his sample from the bathroom while people are constantly coming to the door. Some cons about switching are: services cost more (not much), parking fees, and getting used to another male doctor looking at “my stuff”. I somewhat dread the thought of not being able to wear perfume at the clinic because I am obsessed with perfume.

 I turned in the medical release form today for my records to be sent to the new doctor. I have to admit, I was somewhat embarrassed, but whatever. My first appointment with the new doctor is on March 31, 2011.

One week after 2nd IUI Progesterone Levels



Today I had my progesterone levels tested and they were greater than 20 which are good numbers and show that I ovulated. On a side note: the chick in the lab hurt my arm so bad that I could have screamed!! I’m used to an older lady taking my blood and I didn’t even feel the needle when she did it.
 
 In one more week my 2WW will be over and we will see if pregnancy was achieved. Given the difficulty of the IUI and other factors, I seriously doubt it, but it only takes one! Afterwards, I went to work at 9:30am and boy was the day extra long. With 30 minutes left in the work day, I started thinking about dinner plans and had to have some seafood from Jubilee Joe’s. I came home from work and demanded (yeah right) that we go waaaayyyy to Hoover for dinner. DH said “cool”. The main reason for going was to try the crawfish. It was so good and tasted just like New Orleans/Mobile seafood.

Big Stick





Crawfish

Glad this day is over

Today I had my second IUI and I can honestly say that it was a nightmare. It was so painful and I cried because of the discomfort. The first speculum was not working for me because I was tense and my cervix was tilted. Yes my cervix was tilted! A bigger and longer speculum had to be used. DH's sperm count and motility were extremely low which was another bummer. Prior to having the IUI perfomed, I was not nervous or anything because of how well the first IUI went. I was posing, excited, and taking pictures for this blog. Things quickly got really bad, really fast. As the pain progressed, I mumbled "Oh Glory, Oh Glory". Afterwards, my lovely husband felt the need to make fun of me and calling me old for saying "Oh Glory". My choice of words could have been so much worse. The first word that came to my mind started with "s" and ends with a "t". During the remainder of the day, I still experienced a lot of cramping and discomfort.

After the IUI, we had lunch at O'Charley's and then went to the hospital to visit a friend, Adrienne Chandler.

 On  September 22, 2010 Adrienne had a laproscopy to check for endometriosis. Her doctor discovered that she had moderate endometriosis and four marble size fibroid tumors. Her doctor performed a D & C to remove the endometriosis but decided that the tumors were no threat to her health and didn’t remove them. Adrienne was still suffering from uterine pain everyday. On her follow-up appt with her physician on Dec. 30, 2010, she was referred to a fertility specialist. She met with the fertility specialist on Jan 8 2011. He ordered her to have a sonogram. The sonogram showed that one of the fibroids grew to golf ball size, and the fertility specialist was sure that , that was the cause of all her problems. She had another Laproscopy scheduled along with a laser of endometriosis hystectomy, and a laprotomy for a myomectomy on March 11, 2011. When the physician was removing the fibroids (a myomectomy) he discovered that the largest fibroid had grown to the size of a tennis ball.



On to the next one...

My second IUI will be on tomorrow, March 11, 2011. Here's how my day started off. I woke up at 5 am because my bladder was about to explode. While I was awake I decided to test for ovulation using one of the cheap sticks. Well it was positive for ovulation. When I use those particular tests, I use the urine in a cup method. After I tested, I got back into bed and left the cup of urine on the bathroom sink counter. I then went back to sleep and woke up at around 7am to get ready for the day. One thing that I have learned since I've been doing infertility treatments is that I can always tell when I am ovulating. When I ovulate, I cramp just as it is with a period cramp. I requested to be off of work on this day and the next day so that was a plus. Since I knew that I ovulated, I said I would confirm it with the Clear Blue Easy test. I dipped the test into the same urine and I waited about 3 minutes and I got a big circle and was expecting the smiley face. It threw me for a loop! My fingers were already crossed tight hoping and praying to ovulate on this particular day because I did not want to end up having to go to the clinic over the weekend. After the disappointment of the circle, I figured that I would test again during the times that I am supposed to test which is from 11am until 2pm. When it was time to test, of course we were not at home. I ended up testing in Belk and when the results appeared, I was sitting in the men's shoe department on a comfy leather sofa. I told DH that it was a smiley face and he smiled. I then called the nurse, left a voice message and she called back at about 1:15pm with my appointment at 10:00 on March 11, 2011.

Round Two

Quick update:

I think about updating my blog everyday though I don’t do it. I feel like I don’t have the time and when I have the time, I simply don’t want to. Well…… IUI # 1 failed and we’ll be having IUI #2 within the next 7-10 days when I get my “smiley face” on the OPK. When I went to the doctor one week following my IUI,  my progestorone levels were "greater than 20" which my nurse describes as good numbers. When my period came, I was somewhat disappointed but not to the point where my day was ruined. My doctor wants me to do two more months of IUI with 50mg Clomid on days 2-6. I don’t care for the side effects of Clomid, but oh well, it is what it is! If this does not work, I will be doing injections.

IUI # 1

Well I had my first IUI today! I was so nervous, excited, scared, anxious, indifferent, and everything else. The day started off kind of bumpy in that it was about 23 degrees outside and raining. DH started the day off by going to another doctors appointment at 8:30. Well I called him at 9:10 to ask him his whereabouts and he said "I'm just leaving Dr. Jordan's office". I was so disappointed because his appointment was scheduled for 9:30 and I was already present at the clinic when I called him at 9:10. I didn't get mad because I knew that I could not go into the procedure under any stress or anger, but I did get slightly irritated. He finally arrived at 9:33 and I was so happy. We signed in at the front desk and they called him back for the sperm sample. He was out in no time! After he gave the sample, he left to go eat breakfast at a restaurant across the street. I stayed at the clinic to wait on my appointment. He arrived back from breakfast and shortly after, we were called in. We paid the $324.00 fee and I could feel my heart in my throat because of the anticipation. TMI, but I went to go pee first and then I came back to the room and got undressed from the bottom down and covered up with the sheet. About three minutes later, the nurse came in with the catheter. She explained to me what DH's sperm count and motility was and the count was only 12 million after the wash and the motility was 50% which was a major improvement. She said that though the count is low, the motility is great. She showed us the catheter along with small vial of sperm labeled "C Dunigan". After I viewed it, I signed a form that I viewed the correct sperm. She then filled the catheter and DH then started asking questions. I was thinking, seriously, "you should  have asked wallago"! He asked her if he could look right after she inserted the speculum and she said if it is okay with your wife,  I said "I don't care, I'm just ready". He stood up to look inside my vagina and was like "WOW".  She talked me through everything that was being done. She stated to DH that he could help with the IUI by injecting and I said "noooo". She inserted the catheter and before I knew, it was over. DH was smiling and said that "I did it". She told me to remain lying on the table for 10 minutes with my legs up while elevated and that's just what I did. DH left while I was in my 10 minute wait so that he could go back to Dr. Jordan's office for his appointment. I then got dressed and went to checkout. I was given an appointment in exactly one week to do blood work at the lab between 8 and 11 next Friday and in two weeks I can test for pregnancy.

The IUI did not hurt at all, the speculum was the most uncomfortable part of the procedure.

This is a clip of nothing, did not know that Jarvis was recording, I thought he was taking a picture.

On the picture above, that is the catheter in her hand.

My first IUI will be on Friday February 4, 2011

Wednesday's test

Well after about two hours of playing with this blog, I can't seem to get the email corrected so that I can upload mobile images. How frustrating! Today I got a positive L H surge from my Clear Blue Easy Ovulation Test. Today is cycle day 17. I kind of felt as though it would happen today because of my cramps along with testing for ovulation on one of the cheap strip tests. Out of all days, the actual ovulation tests were in my bag at the office, and I was not at the office! I was so anxious......I was stuck in court thinking about my time window (11:00-2:00) and it was 11:30. I finally made it back to the office and tested at about 12:10pm and I got my big happy smiley face! I then watched the clock until 1:00 and began calling the doctors office. Of course it was 1:03 and their was no answer so I hung up and called again. I finally spoke to someone and she transferred me to the nurse. The nurse did not answer which I was already prepared for. I left her a message at 1:09 and she called me back at 1:36. My appointment will be on the next day, 9:30 for Jarvis and 10:30 for me. So much anxiety and excitement.

Above is a positive ovulation reading

Above is the "smiley face" which means ovulation.

Abbreviations

"AF-Aunt Flo (Period)
BD-baby dance
BFN-big fat negative (the ‘f’ is translated loosely lol)
BFP-big fat positive (HPT or OPK test result)
CD-cycle day
CM- cervical mucous
CP- cervical position
DH - dear husband
DPO-days past ovulation
FF-fertility friend
FRER-First response early result
HPT-home pregnancy test
IB- implantation bleeding
IPS- Imaginary Pregnancy Symptoms
IUI-intra-uterine insemination
IVF-in vitro fertilization
O-ovulate
OPK-ovulation predictor kit
PCOS-polycystic ovarian syndrome
POAS-pee on a stick (to take an HPT or OPK)
RE-Reproductive Endocrinologist
SA-semen analysis
TTC - trying to conceive
US-ultrasound
2WW-two week wait, the time between ovulation ‘o’ and AF"

First appointment of 2011

 

My appointment with the fertility specialist was today, YAY! I did not have to undergo the dreaded “female exam”.  My husband was present at this visit as well. When the doctor came into the room, he asked about DH’s recent visit with the urologist. DH replied with “it was okay, he looked at my man parts”.  We both informed the doctor that the urologist stated that he would not be seen again by him. The doctor confirmed that he (urologist) was correct. DH asked about multivitamins for men and the doctor said that he will not feel the effects of a vitamin, but take one anyway. The doctor began to rant about vitamin D deficiencies and said that he was really big on vitamin D supplements.

After reviewing my notes from last time, the doctor asked when my last period was and it was December 19, 2010. He spoke about the IUI procedure and I was given instructions along with a 50mg prescription for Clomiphene citrate with two refills. This time around, I will take them on cycle days 2-6. I was ordered a progesterone injection to induce my period. Last month I was given the injection in my left hip, this time I requested it on the right side. I guess both hips are going to be hurting because I am still hurting from the injection in December. L

Here is a brief rundown of my instruction sheet:

·         Use Clear Blue Easy Digital ovulation kits (which I used once before and loved)

·         On cycle day 10, call the nurse so that she can review the instructions. If day 10 falls on the weekend, call beforehand.

·         Start testing urine on day 10 between the hours of 11:00am and 2:00pm

·         On the day of the LH surge, call the nurse by 2:00pm to schedule an IUI using DH’s sample. Abstain from intercourse on that day.

·         On the day of the insemination, the sample MUST be presented by the husband with a valid driver’s license.

·         Processing the sample will take one to two hours. The cost will be $324.00 which is due prior to the procedure. The procedure will take about 5 minutes and you will be asked to lie down for 10 minutes after the insemination.

·         One week after your first IUI, you will need to have a serum progesterone level measured. This test is not necessary if taking gonadotropin injections.

Finally…..

·         If you have any questions, please don’t hesitate to contact our office. J

Side note: The staff is awesome at my fertility clinic!

The doctor says that IUI has a 15% success rate each attempt with the third attempt being highly likely. By taking the drug Clomid, or the generic form Clomiphene citrate their is a 5% to 10% chance of conceiving twins.

 If pregnancy if not successful during the next three months, I will follow up with a regular appointment in April 2011.

So glad this day over! I didn’t mention that I had an appointment with the dentist and eye doctor too. I had yet another cavity and my eyes have gotten worse from my last eye exam.

Celeste

Hope mother nature lets me travel

Well today is Tuesday January, 11, 2011. I did not go to work today or on the previous day. I was able to lay off work because the office was CLOSED due to our mini ice and snow storm. On tomorrow, January 12, 2010 I will be off work again because I requested to be off for my appointment with the fertility doc at 8:20am, the dentist at 11:00am, and the eye doctor at 3:00pm. It's a lot for one day, but I'd rather get everything out of the way. I am really nervous about having to travel in the morning because we are under freeze warning and the temperature in the AM will be 14 degrees......burr. While I was off work, I did NOT get caught up on any of my work, but I did get caught up on my couponing :). Here's an example of some of my shopping at Walgreens today:  I got a whole lot of necessities for $26.70 and I saved $72.86, go me! I was just happy to leave the house today because it was getting kind of boring though I could have easily been cleaning or trying to organize something. I am usually not one to complain, but I am so ready for this snow to LEAVE! I prefer winter over summer anyday, but enough is enough. I'll update again after my appointments and I have attached pictures from the snow.

Celeste

Urologist and Post-Op Appointment

Well I had my post-op appointment of November 23, 2010 and the specialist said that everything went well with the surgery. I was given the "all clear" :) During the visit, I asked my doctor a few question regarding clomid, stages of endometriosis, and my recent bloodwork. He stated that the stage of endometriosis found was mild. Can we say big sigh of relief. My doctor feels as though I will very likely become pregnant soon since I've had the surgery. As far as my bloodwork is concerned, everything was almost normal such as Rh factor, sickle cell, hiv/aids, cystic fibrosis, and etc. The only thing that was abnormal was the diabetes test. I am NOT a diabetic, but because of my weight and family history, I am very, very high risk for diabetes :( It's okay, I know what I have to do..........

The blood tests also confirmed that I do have PCOS. I had somewhat convinced myself that I did not have it because of the inaccuracy of my last ob/gyn. The doctor recommended that I return in January 2011 and I will likely proceed with clomid and IUI depending on the outcome of DH's visit with the urologist.

Jarvis and I went to the urologist on December 3, 2010. He was very anxious about the appointment. Jarvis filled out the paperwork and then were called into a room to meet with a doctor. The doctor came into the room and discussed DH's medical history. DH was then told by the doctor that he would need to give him a physical exam and for him to "drop his pants and lie down on the table". Well DH was in total shock as though he did not see this coming. He dropped his pants and laid on the table. I sat in a chair in the corner of the room feeling as though I could roll out of the chair laughing because I knew how uncomfortable and embarrassing everything was for Jarvis. The doctor measured his testicles while explaining everything he was doing and looking for step by step. He was mainly looking for something called variococelle which he luckily did not have. The doctor then had DH to stand up in front of him with his pants down and he proceeded to examine him and he was told to cough. After the exam was complete, the doctor stated that everything looks normal and that he would not have to return to a urologist until he reaches age 40 for a prostate exam. The urologist went on to say that the low motility factor will be treated by the fertility doctor. I almost forgot to say, the doctor stated that a multivitamin may be beneficial, but all the "extra stuff" energy supplements, etc. may be detrimental to us conceiving.

After all was said and done, Jarvis left the building sooooo fast. I asked what was wrong and why was he walking so fast. He replied with "as you would say, I am absolutely mortified and I want to get out of here". I tried to explain to him that no one knew the purpose of his visit or saw anything that they did not suppose to see. He was still embarrassed and did not have much to say. I even tried to pull that "women go through things like this all the time" card and he was just not hearing it. Needless to say, we are both super glad that appointment is now in the past and we look forward to the next steps. Below are photos from after my surgery was completed.

Celeste